Bro life doesn't get better, it's shit by human design... Try and remember something while your trudging through it though...
Nothing is as it seems, it's okay to be mad at the world, you know nothing about what's really going on here (none of us do).
If the humans at the top are designing this place to break you there's a reason for it.
You know you're strong, smart, and ready for something... so look for that something.
The moment we get here in life they tell us to stand still, to give up what makes you human, to live like a machine, to chase the wrong things...
Do the opposite, happiness is a temp feeling. It's a reward for doing shit the right way. Then it goes away until we earn it again.
Find good people and stay around them, fuck drama and petty people. We're all gonna die so on the way there don't compromise.
Find a shit job for a bit, stack some cash... invest it in a quick flip, and move on. Literally move, go to a new place, do it again. Rinse and repeat.
I guarantee that by your fifth move or so you will have met some great people, learned new things about yourself, and new ways to live.
Stop trying to do what they want you to do, it isn't working for you. You're not like them and there's nothing wrong with that.
Most people are robots, blinded by the world, self absorbed, unfeeling, and generally pretty fucked up. If you keep yourself around those people and try to live like they do you'll lose yourself and your fucking mind.
Remember that nothing is what it seems, there's more to this place than we'll ever know. Don't get held down by their morals, rules, dogma, etc. Find your own!!! It's out there and finding it is finding yourself.
FUCK THEM, THEY DONT KNOW ME, CANT BREAK ME, OR STOP ME
I'm pretty sure if you're honest with yourself you feel the same way. Work on you and separating yourself from the crowd. When you eventually die, you want no excuses cuz nobody can go with you and you'll be standing on your own so get used to it now...
Just my 2 cents
Sometimes I need to remind myself of all of those things and when it gets rough... I just pack it up and move on, and start again...
Fight that good fight for yourself, not someone else
Cheers,
BackInDaMatrix (again...)
